Saturday, February 21, 2009


this moment we've been waiting for is finally here
my heart speeds up but all other movements slow down
how do i use my legs how'd you get so near
happy scared excited tether me and bring me back to the ground
you smile at me and are really there, solid, all of you
actual flesh i can breathe touch with my lips
i may have been here before, but these currents truly feel new
life's going my way, all is balanced and harmonious
and i'm not really scared to find out you aren't perfect, no that doesn't worry me
more so of when you tire of me, when there's nothing left to discover
this scares me, oh because i can only imagine how painful it'd be
just use this time embrace it, treat her real nice, water feed and love her
see the funny thing about what some call imperfections and quirks
is they pull me in and keep me there, we can share all our secrets
sometimes unexplainable things happen, but it just seems to work
i don't want to lose this it's hard its awful i want you here
but i don't care i will take you here there anywhere.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

see, i'm perfectly fine with this turn in my life
but there's small moments that catch off me guard
suck the life from my chest
listening to music driving at night
well you don't matter and i don't care so we can put this to rest
once and for all because i know how you feel
or rather how you don't and like you kept insisting, it was for the best
you were only going to hurt me was your reasoning
well what about those three months i lived in dark
yeah, what was that for? have you got no heart?
i swear no one ever draws this evil from me

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Falling for another person compares to getting excited about something when you are five years old. You are hungry for anything they have to say, can't wait to fill them on all the funny moments from your day, and you catch yourself smiling to yourself while walking down the street. Which is quite funny really and you are sure to find yourself feeling silly as others must notice you walking around with a grin filled mug. Songs take on different meanings and suddenly the sun is permanently shining her rays your way. The best part about falling in the beginning is the other person takes on an utterly perfect, can do no wrong, where has this person been hiding my whole life?!, shape. There is no use in hiding because the overwhelming feeling of happiness radiating between two people surpasses being embarrassed about your cheesy emotions. So go yell their name off the mountain tops, yeah!